A year ago, I knew virtually nothing about baking or French pastry (except I like eating French pastries), and I had no idea what it was like to live with 15 housemates... Up until then, I had basically stayed within my comfort zone (i.e. academic environment). After becoming disillusioned with that work environment, I decided to do something totally different (or crazy, as some might say), just to experience other possibilities in life.
I do not consider myself artistic (well, "artistic" in the traditional sense of the word), since I can neither paint nor draw (art was perhaps my worst subject at school), and I wondered how well I would cope with a pastry program that required artistic skills. In my mind, French pastries and cakes = food art... I was intimidated by the thought, but I was determined to learn.
When I first arrived in Canada, I felt overwhelmed. I remember feeling so out of my depth and out of my comfort zone that I was somewhat withdrawn during my first month at Le Cordon Bleu Ottawa and in Wilbrod House. Writing this blog was a way to anchor my (new) chaotic life to what I was familiar with, and a way to remain positive/optimistic.
I soon grew to love my new way of life (I became used to the noisiness and activities of 15 housemates), and began to look forward to attending classes at LCB Ottawa and volunteering in Production Kitchen. Though I struggled in many of my practical classes (and sometimes ended up close to tears from frustration and/or disappointment with my own "handiwork"), I don't regret my decision to study Pastry at LCB Ottawa. I am very glad I hung in there until I finished Superior Pastry, because I enjoyed fruit-carving, bread-making, chocolate work and sugar work, and these are only taught during Intermediate and Superior Pastry.
I am winding up my blog here, because my Canadian sojourn (including a short trip to Europe on my way home to Australia, using my round-the-world air ticket) is over now. I have to say I really miss the life and the things I had grown used to in the past year, especially the snow and the squirrels in Canada. Now it is a matter of re-adjusting to life in Australia. I can see things from a new perspective now, and that's one of the most valuable things I got from my Canadian experience.
I hope this blog has inspired you to try something new, to take a risk, to visit Canada (or another country), or even to learn to make French pastries and desserts.
If I find the time and energy to do more blogging in the future, I will start a new blog. In the meantime, I shall continue to practise the skills I'd learned in Ottawa... I'd already started to read more books about professional baking (particularly, the science of baking), and it is just so fascinating. I remember browsing such books in the bookshops just before I went to Canada, but found it difficult to understand the concepts. But now that I have had some actual training in baking (and know many of the key concepts), I can understand the explanations quite easily.
PS. Here are some of the things I've made in the two weeks I've been home:

My homemade creme caramel. I love this recipe, and I was craving it, so I made some.

My homemade pain soleil (sun-bread). I managed to buy some fresh yeast the day before yesterday, so I decided to make bread, and one of my favourite bread recipes is this one. :)
I will practise more LCB Ottawa recipes when I can get hold of more ingredients. (Some ingredients are simply harder to find in the supermarket, and will need to be sourced from elsewhere.)




















































